My Dream

 My dream

…is to see a world where all live in Truth and transparency, because people know for a fact that there is no such thing as separation or evil in the sacredness of the heart. They have come to realise that all power resides within, and this “within” is the Absolute Presence of divinity in everyone. 

At 77 years, I have not changed much from childhood.  When I was a little girl I dreamed of a world where people would be “on the outside” what I often felt them to be “inside”. Like most children, I could read people easily. Grown-ups were not really as nice as they meant to be, and I wondered why. Nothing, in fact, was what it seemed. It was the continuous, undecipherable ‘knowing’ that every child must bear, assaulted by the hammering insistence of the adult logical mind. Everything appeared to happen outside; there was no inside, not in the adult world we were being trained in. There were only secrets that people carried around, about themselves, about everything.  

I spent more than 50 years searching for ways to make my dream come true, exploring emerging New Age practices and delving deeply into my inner psyche in India. Time and again I found people buried in hallucinogens, in hypnotic formulas that were supposedly leading to spiritual revelation, bent on controlling the world instead of themselves, anaesthetizing themselves one way or another. 

Notwithstanding the general superficiality and overwhelming distractions, for days on end in India, I passionately stared at a flower, a wall, or a mirror. It was part of my personal research. I meant to uncover the gaps within myself; I couldn´t be so different from everyone else. I liked to think it was the spirit of the time but I was quite alone in this. Joy came with tremendous depth when I faced the resonant backdrop inside. 

In the course of these experiences, which lasted well over two decades, I devised practices and researched every book written on spirituality, including on the major religions. Through attention, focus and intention, I discovered mechanisms of the human psyche that nobody seemed to talk about. Ultimately, I was forced to rely exclusively only on my own revelations without receiving approval or finding confirmation. Inner Alchemy was emerging.  Still… my dream seemed unreachable. 

I was utterly alone in a continuous worldwide party of imaginative pretensions. How could I communicate my findings in a myopic scenario of make believe? My dream challenged a society that resisted embracing perception of personality with spirit truth. One of the first revelations I had was that without a clear, conscious personality, no spiritual work is possible.  It was easier to talk of substitution rather than unveiling, of addition instead of subtraction, guilt rather than self-responsibility, illusion… rather than face the painful truth that the world belief system (and all your plans) was all wrong. In such a reality, life was accidental and belonged to the strongest and most insensitive. Godliness was remote.  No one had a clue as to why things really happened as they did.

I created groups and started schools with the new techniques I had acquired, every one of them pointing to management of the personal energetic system that determines collective life. Each time, I arrived closer to creating the kind of community spirit that fosters transparency, only to discover that too few were ready to change their perspective and way of thinking; it was easier to revamp and dress up ideas and find new labels for stale concepts. 

Nothing can change unless the human mind, that instrument we use so automatically, can be trained to perceive from a different vantage point than the personalized self, a perspective of genuine spirit-power. This “power” is a far cry from the personal wilfulness that prevails.  The way includes activity at all levels of reality, in order to translate the whole neutrally, coherently, through the non-linear language of the heart. 

Everywhere people have been speaking of change for the last two decades, without anything changing. The key lies in shifting the focus from the personal performing-mind to a collective-sensitive global “I”. It goes beyond ideas and requires emotional and vital involvement beginning with the individual´s own life. Obviously, it disrupts all agendas of continuity and reward, and is almost impossible for a fixed adult mentality. 

The key lies in a wholly different educational system consisting of in-depth retraining in awareness of life, the senses, energies, and faculties of power. Some very courageous souls have gathered around me and done just that over the last two decades. They come from all parts of the world and constitute my team. We are ready to welcome others. 

The goal is to teach people who might learn the laws of Consciousness and their correct application. It is addressed to influencers in all fields, that they may take the principles “out there”, and implement them through their own lives, in their own way. These will be the key leaders and teachers of the future, the genuine yet practical heart-based individuals who know and live the secret of higher intelligence. People with a vision that empowers the “inside” and allow it to regain its place in the dominion of this world. These are the ones we are looking for now in our School. People who do more than merely dream.

The childhood, and to some a “childish” dream, is now coming true. Because in a sense, it is not just “my” dream. It is the innermost sincere aspiration of every sensitive soul. Now, in Mallorca, a school of Consciousness for those who are willing to tread the path of complete transformation is being built, and this will support those who are also willing to take it to the next level – actively sharing it. 

I don’t know if I will get to see the full realization of my dream, but wherever I am in Spirit, I will rejoice to see the children of the future grow into full inner and outer maturity, having embraced the truths of existence: that there are invisible laws that govern the world of matter and these emerge from the depths of the unseen. These laws whisper within the hungry soul and yearn for expression. 

Come join us that together we may set the foundational stone for the educational model of the future.

“Pass the truth on… that others may

learn early what we learn too late.”

ZR